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While I juz woke up and rushed to my phone this morning to check for any messages for my bday, hehe… So happy to see my frens msgs as they are still remember me, then I found out a call from a local number, so I called back, once the person answered and said, Darren rite, this is MSD,…Wow, my sleepy eyes immediately turned as the size of fish ball…Oh man, I got the offer oredi..I was so happy and thank her for giving such a good present in the early morning! After this, I quickly reply an email for withdrawal to the previous company which offer me another position. Overally, a great day to me , as frens are still around! Thanks everybody  hehe..

Click…The clock is turning 12.00am, Yes, my 23rd birthday, another year has come and yet a lot of wishes have been floating on my mind…So whatever it takes, pls make it come true , dear Buddha! hehe… Was having a very memorable birthday eve wt Steve, Ysoon, Bao Li, Sue, and Clement in the pizza hut. Well, this is the 5th year celebrating my birthday wt them , too bad others didnt join us…It had made a lifetime memory for me! Love you guys…, I won forget the moment we passing by during this 4 years. Good luck and All the best to all of Us!

I juz finished watching ‘ I Not Stupid Too’ a Singapore movie, is about how a family raise and educate their children…A very good educational movie for us, who is having this same culture like society. During this movie, I reflased back with what I saw last week when I was waiting in front of a bank while the bank officers and the securities guard are collecting the money from the ATM, a woman wt the age of late 20 holding a young boy age around 3 yo walked towards the bank and she cut queue without looking at anyone surround her, den the young boy holding her hands and asking , mummy mummy, why so many people inside…, while he was asking he pointed at the securities guard. Then the mother, talk without looking at her son, take money. After that the boy continue, what are those big box? why they carry this…???  and the mother answer wt a deep voice, dun asked so much. KEEP QUIET!!! I stared at the mother wt the slumble eyes. She then told her son, let’s come back later and she walked away by not holding her son’s hand and the young boy run slowly n gently to her mother and screamed! Well, I really disagree wt those irresponible parents who likes to give birth but not taking care of their offsprings when they need them. Condom is not expensive, why not you have one if you dun wan to increase the world’s population and creates so much of pollution. I wonder what is their intention to have children, as a toy? or have someone to accompany them when the husband or wife is not around, or someone to take care of them when they are old or even my frens have I need to have as well! Think twice, this is not the matter of buying, is a life, mankind..where is the concept of humanity. Every single young individual got their right to choose and want to be, but they need someone to guide and be their role model, if a child is grewing up in a broken family, guess what will the chiled will be in the future, another ah beng or ah seng on the street isnt it! I really pray that this kind of culture won be able to happen in my life, beloved and friends as well. A lot of times, parents always be the role model of their children, how they speak, they act…the personality are partly influenced by the parents than everyone. Most of this culture come across with the stingy type of parents who dunno to ‘love’ their children! I wonder how hard a parents can give some love to their offsprings! Yes, I admit that husband and wife will be quarrel sometimes, but dun point and blames the children in order for them to released their tention and unsatisfaction! It’s Unfair. When they grew up, a lot of possiblities will be…then people will say, is a destiny! Well, i believe in destiny sometimes, but human can change it if you got the faith! If the child is turning another individual or joining those gangster, following those unturning way or even give up of their life , then only start to cry out and blame themselves for …….so much of reasons!!!! If the children still got some good chances to evolve and become good in their eyes will be alrite, then shall congratulatuion to the lucky parents! What about if the child is unlucky and towards another circle of environment. Dun cry and regret when the parents face this incident, fair enoough? The creatures need not be sad, if they do with what the should, things will happen smoothly and the smile will be hang on the face in the end of the day. Sometimes I really think that I might be one of the guy wondering on the road and get someone to hit like what had heppened to me last month, or robbed a bank or even who knows…! Luckily my destiny change during high school. The role of parents, hard? So think twice when you enter… Get a condom when needed, dun save the small money and get you to contribute your entire life! Be a good parents when you are read, dun create so much of waste while the goverment need to think to treat the waste treatment and helps the world preserves the natural resources!

It has been so great to type my blog here, my hometown, the place where I was raised. Yes, obviously I was resigned from my previous organization. Life is no longer unhappy as I had enough rest which I wanna have since after the exam…Unfortunately, I found that the luck doesnt shine on me since after the final exam, here comes with a story which I had been watch the type of gangster-action-movie on the TV were happened to my frens and me last night! Before the incident happens, It was wonderful to have a decent dinner wt ysoon and liyen in little cottage, a classic western restaurant in the island, all the chit chatting and cheers bring us to decide for another station for the gathering, MOMO, a new club in the town. Well, I must agree that the clubbing moment is the most enjoying nite since the last visit to some clubs in KL…hehe.. can even dance with the heaven like feeling . Haha…Although is juz a few of us, we enjoyed a lot …coz I can dance with the way I want! Juz get enough satisfaction. hehe! All the fantastic moment juz happen before we left the club!!! Then is the time to elaborate about the asshole riding a motorcycle knocked liyen’s car. Then a vios suddenly overtake after 2 minutes and 3 person came down from the car wt a the floating eyes shouted ‘my frens didnt knock ur car’! But the evident is there as there is a hole in her door there, the group of assholeS shouting some hokkien rude words and wanted to break the car windows with a cylinder steel. Luckily the mother fucker didnt break the windows but hitting the front of cover of the car only. After that, this fucker still want to snatch the car’s key by not allowing us to leave, luckily ysoon get bec the key once the fucker had snatched it. After some pushing and quarrels, the fucker wt the cylinder steel call for ‘a group of father’s fucker’ from uptown, once the group of fuckers arrived, I dun even had the chance to see how many ppls and had a hit by the helmet oredi…god, is very dizzy, but painless…the fucker HIT my head! I was a bit blur and tried to defence myself by hitting them back, but I couldnt know how many of them as the situation is really complicated. Then I felt my head dizzy again…another hit, then another hit…this time is by the cylinder steel, wow, painless, but I really felt my self floating on the ground….then I felt my head is sweating, impossible sweating isnt it…my goodness, the head was bleeding…and I can felt my shirt get wet, is like the pipe leaking in our tap water! wahsai…really horrible! But I dun feel scare, very stable and ask from the assistance from the strangers paaing by! Then ysoon shouted ‘Run , u r bleeding’ Shit, no one would like to stop, until I saw an Avanza, I slowly knock the windows and said: Can u pls assist me ? my frens and I met a group of samseng!!!! Do u mind to help me to call police or fetch me to hospital! Immediately, She asked me got into the car quickly!I am so thankful to her to save my life…so i owe you gal…! After I reached Genral hospital, I can still joke to the doctors about the wound. Then he helped me to clean everything and he told me I had~5cm wounds, means I need to have 5 stiches on my head. Oh man, I’m gonna b botak for the entire of my life ler….5 cms long…! No choice, have to…then went for the x-tray! Thank buddha that I am safe… nothing wrong wt my skull. and one more thing, the service of the local police in png is sucks!So my frens, dun believe in them, believe in yourself and dun forget to keep a hockey racket in ur car all the times or the steering locker. You can safe ur life! Coz I had been calling the police , but nobody pick up and when the police answered, she was blur and slow motion! common, ppl are in danger, wt this attitude, the police only will come to collect the body in the morning! I am so thankful that i still alive here…and I think I still have some luck isnt it? bcoz the fucker didnt hit me wt parang~! Mt another 2 fres are safe without injury…Thank buddha!

Last saturday I paid a visit to Ms Chia,who is my supservisor for my final year project, I was so exited the moment I reached college, the feeling is totally contrast when I go to the office every morning. I realize that I change a lot in this three months once I start working, all the actual smile, charms, happiness, pleasant personality had been covered by the fake mask where I have to wear it everyday b3fore I work. Life is not wonderful, to be honest, I don’t think my current job suits me…frankly speaking, I hate sales! Yet, most of the interviewer would like to hire me as a sales person other than Chemist or those positions which are related to my field. What they told me is I’m proficient in communication, sigh…I’m really tire of being talking all the while, what I really needs is take a break to source for ideas to talk with others, perhaps I will be more happy with it when I’m quite. I dun wan to affect my life where I have now turn into undesirable because of the least communication where I always keep myself quite due to ‘tirng’ of talking…sounds funny huh!!! ‘The road is not taken’ reminds me about my current situation…

Times fly wait for no men….. when I review back the old pics with my dear frens, I realize we are growing up and step into another circle of life. Life is so soon step into another and another environment, no more college life, burden is lighten up on the shoulder. Mayb after few years, someone will come out with a good news where another life will be waving to the rainbow and the red egg distributing everywhere! I am wondering who will be the 1st who delivere the news.haha….Whatever the life changes, let’s carry out with faith, we stand up and give it a beautiful strike k…I tell you wat , my dear frens, I miss everyone of you… not only college frens, yet, high school old frens! Perhaps we can have chance to meet each other when times come. Good luck everyone ….!

Have been quite a long time I didn’t click on the blogs icon since after the final exam, this can be meant to how busy my life will be after the tough period! However, life is never been good after exam….coz, working life is even worst! Honestly, I prefer study than working, it doesn’t mean that I’m avoiding the situation , it becoz I dunno wat i wan to be!!!!! Are you facing the same problems in this moment while you are waiting for your results? I guess most of the people do isn’t it! In this corporate world, I learn alot of new things such as talking and socializing with the senior citizen (those bosses who still unable to leave their business to their loves one) and even attending the club and bar where the uncles are there to have their gathering,…making me step into the life of 40++! There are only 2 activities in my current life, work, gym and revisio n! What else? I have no time for other things…Honestly, I miss all my peers and would like to have the gathering from time to time, juz I’m too tire after working…well, perhaps everyone are having an enjoying life! Buddies, I miss everyone of you! Huggies…!

It’s juz  left 5 days to finish the exam, being count till the 3rd unit finished. The heart is jumping up side down to celebrate the feeling of to be free…However, struggling with the sadness which hide behind my dorsal surface! Time fly waits for no men, everyone are going to move into the the other step of life after college. That is separation between you and me and anyone surrounding us in the college. The only thing I have is, the memory, which is going to turn into a history where maybe no one will remember it or even treasure it. The only thing which I still have to treasure all the memorable history is all the photos I have. The reason I always like to take photo as it’s part of my hobby for photographing and in the other way round is becoz I want to keep the feeling of gather together whenever I view the photos in the future. Besides, I’m shifting out from the place where I always complaint since I entered 4 years ago, the hostel, and now I;m going leave it in about one week time, so sad…! I guess I’ll miss the so called ‘prison food’ by my roommate in the hostel after I left as I almost eating it everyday for the same dishes for the entire 4 years! Hardly to imagine huh???

Well, today is the first paper which ACB2 had in this final semester! I was totally lost with all the questions even though I had try my very best to answer them, as it’s hardly for me to fall asleep during the night before the first paper. I guess most of my peers are having this problems too rite? But can u actually over come this? YES, you may… unless you dun really care with the subjects you take! Either you aim for distinction or you scared of fail then only you will suffer!!! In my case, I scare of FAIL coz I dun really had a well preparation for this paper and made me shivering for the whole night and only slept for less than 2 hours! Maybe some of my frens didnt sleep , I dunno… No matter how, I’m preparing for the resit in this coming April as I am not a loser!!! I had promise my self today, not to fail any subject after this paper. So, we ‘perk’ hard k…! Yo… All the Best everybody~

Well, today is exactly one week before ACB2 final exam…the very last exam that we have to sit for in our final year! Feeling? Yeah, I have no feeling at all…. coz the brain is saturated and nerves are fatigue…….seems like being poison for the past 3 months as we had been work hard for our projects, seminar, assignments, and lastly-report! Besides, we also played very hard througout the whole sem…BUT we never study hard, hmm..suppose to mention only I seldom study hard , as I almost failed half of the midterm I have out of 5 subjects..! Until today, the last job we have, before exam is to submit our projects and seminar. However, no ones smile and walked away from the office  where v submited as there is a high possiblity of ‘ redo’ is very high…What is happening? I myself also very blur…examis around the corner, but still so many unpleasant situations occur to our batch through we have not even finished all our revisions, some of the subjects not even touched before…serious, NOT EVEN TOUCh is simply means that the bulky notes is fresh for our eyes to read on it! Haiz, the very 1st time all of us face this situation throughout the 4 years! What can we do??? Fight….in the last minute? I have no idea… Hopefully all of ACB2 frens can pass all then graduate and attend the convocation in this year…! One more thing, I’m very stress and live like a zombie now, I dun really understand what I’m typing in this moment after came bec form library! Studying mayb the best part in student’s life, but exam is definately the worst part in everyone’s life!